Can we all just stop being mean to ourselves?
I can’t be alone on this subject… I’m not right?
I just finished my first workout of yet another round of the 21 day fix workout program. Earlier today I decided it was probably best that I start out with the original 21 Day Fix since it had been quite a while since I last worked out. It was ugly you guys. 21 Day fix please be kind to me, give me all the grace. I need it. I’m sorry for the things I said when I was trying to not die doing surrenders.
Honestly, I am so glad no one was watching during this workout because I’m pretty sure that half of the time I was being so mean to myself with a side of ugly tears. I actually “marco poloed” my sister afterwards and I’m pretty sure she will listen to that and either:
1) laugh because she can relate,
2) cry because she can relate or
3) be mad at me for how mean I was to myself.
WHY must I be so mean to myself?! Why after doing a workout that has a move in it titled “surrenders” (which by the way are “pure EVIL“) am I beating myself up so hard… ugh. Guys, I can’t even tell you how many years ago now I was in really decent shape… before Lukey. I busted my butt and worked so hard and was so proud of myself. Fast-forward to today… starting over day 1. Man that was incredibly humbling to say the very least. I always wonder where I’d be if I didn’t just keep working out? I’m fighting my mind big time this evening… she’s not very nice.